Sunday, October 25, 2009

2,4,2,8

2,4,2,8 in B major

remind me that I left you,
remind me that it's been 782 days since 
I saw you,
remind me that I wanted so much to 
save you--
but only ended up hurting you,
remind me that we've sat 782 days 
on something we haven't been able to say
but with our intonations,
remind me that I lacked faith in the measure
with which you could love me,
remind me that no matter the fervency with which I ache 
to feel your arms again I think I might break if I do,
remind me that I could have seen you,
remind me that I chose not to or that you
promised me a beautiful life but I planned another one
without you 
and forgot to tell you
or that I looked ahead and saw what I could have with you
or that I weighed my options and chose--again--
to be away from you
that I've tried again, again, and again to erase memories--
like our future--of you
and yet they still come through
with 

2,4,2,8 in B major

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